My day job is acupuncture and traditional Chinese medicine (herbal medicine, cupping, guasha, etc). I moved into this field after a decade as a full time professional musician, trying to make a better choice. Figured a medical field was a good bet, I was misled however on cost of attendance (rates went up 25% start to finish, and what they told me to expect for living expenses turned out wildly off, I ended up living in my van for 2.5 yrs of the program), expected income, and job prospects though. 10 yrs into the field though I was doing pretty decently at $70k/yr (seeing on average 40 patients a week, +/- somewhat widely).
After years of being misclassified (should have been W2 likely but almost all jobs in my field are 1099 and part time), working multiple roles (healthcare practitioner, admin and cleaner, tho my actual role was 100% supposed to be only healthcare practitioner) I left my job after a couple rough incidents, one of which resulted in a hypertensive crisis for me, and 5 yrs of no raise (total time there 7.5 years).
A couple incidents happened with staff- this, along with ongoing safety concerns at the clinic, and my boss's response (rather, lack of response) made me leave. I had no hope left it would get better.
There are almost no jobs in my field. In the last 8 months there has been nothing within an hour or so. I've applied for Borrower's Defense for loan discharge and while I feel I have a strong case, the current admin is nothing doing on all these cases. I'm only mildly optimistic.
Almost all of the google reviews for the clinic were about me specifically, and I saw more patients per week than any other provider over the 5 clinics at the group practice. So I've opened up my own practice, less than a mile away. While I think there is potential for it to do really well, and at a minimum feel less stress (despite doing all the roles myself) it is going slower than I hoped. I should be net positive in my first month of practice, but only barely.
I have side income as a still gigging musician ($10-12k/yr) and do churning for income, but I'm in a rough spot due to a lot of travel for my dad (big decline, lots of suffering, and impending death, though somehow he is still alive, unfortunately still suffering terribly and in memory care to the tune of $12k/mo. We are really worried for my mom who is also 72 but in terrific health) and also my divorce last year (which thank god I avoided having to pay alimony for, it was a real possibility. My ex had refused to work for the bulk of the relationship)
I'm not sure where to go from here. I have an affordable apartment for my neighborhood (though high for me now) and have been gardening to help reduce food expenses, but I'm really worried. Especially after the divorce expenses getting out of the rat race feels so distant for me now. I'm 44 and while I've stashed a bit in recent years the future is feeling bleak at this moment.
Any advice for me to get back on my feet financially? Any words of wisdom about opening up your practice and what worked well?