Finding FI in the Glow of a Phone Screen
Ask any parent and they’ll tell you: the first few months of a baby’s life are a blur. Not because they aren’t amazing, but because you’re so stinkin’ tired you can barely function. That’s exactly the delirious state I was in when I stumbled across the idea of Financial Independence (FI).
While the rest of the world slept peacefully, I was pacing the floor with my newborn. Rock, pace, rock, pace… over and over again as the minutes crawled by. With my first baby, I had turned to late-night TV with the sound off. But the second time around, even flipping channels felt like too much effort.
By the Light of My Phone
Somewhere between exhaustion and survival mode, I started scrolling on my phone. I wasn’t looking for parenting tips or health hacks — my brain couldn’t handle that. I just needed something to keep me awake and sane.
That’s when I fell down the rabbit hole of early retirement and financial independence.
In the middle of the night, rocking my son, I found myself getting philosophical. I realized I didn’t just want to provide for my kids — I wanted to be fully present for them. But how? Between being a mom, partner, professional, and real estate investor, I felt like I was sprinting on a hamster wheel.
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Mama Sees the Light
After that night, I dove in headfirst. I pushed the stroller while listening to the Mad Fientist, binge-read Mr. Money Mustache, the Frugalwoods, and Our Next Life.
Hours later, something clicked. Financial Independence! Finally, a name for what I had been chasing all along.
I read MMM’s famous post on the “shockingly simple math” of early retirement, and the numbers checked out. But there was a catch: I was already in my 40s. My financial path looked nothing like the Frugalwoods or MMM. Was FI still possible for me?
Marching to the Beat of Our Own Drum
When most people describe the FI playbook, it includes:
- living extremely frugally
- investing heavily in low-cost index funds
- saving 50% or more of income
That wasn’t our story.
By the time FI came onto my radar, we had:
- bought and sold multiple investment properties
- renovated our current home
- built careers in a high-cost-of-living city
- accumulated pension plans, taxable and tax-advantaged accounts, and real estate
Not an index fund in sight.
And honestly? Extreme frugality didn’t appeal. As children of immigrants, both my husband and I had grown up with scarcity. We carried those scars — the fear of not having enough. For us, financial independence wasn’t about deprivation. It was about shifting from scarcity to abundance.
"Sometimes it's the journey that teaches you a lot about your destination." — Drake
A Fine Balance
What we’ve learned is this: there are many paths to FI.
Our version will lean on:
- a strong real estate component
- smart career moves
- maximizing income
- a more balanced relationship with frugality
And yes, raising young kids means our plan will adapt along the way.
But the real transformation hasn’t just been financial — it’s been mental. I’ve learned that frugality doesn’t have to mean repeating the scarcity of my childhood. And losing my mom and other loved ones young has taught me that the journey matters just as much as the destination.
Related: Frugality Without Deprivation
Finding Your Own Path
If you’ve just found FI — maybe late at night, maybe in a moment of exhaustion — know this: there’s room for you here.
Your path doesn’t have to look like anyone else’s. Whether you’re starting over after tragedy, reinventing your career, or chasing a lifelong dream, FI is ultimately about one thing: freedom to live life on your terms.
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